At some point some night I discovered craigslist. By using cucumbers with condoms on and anal pumping myself. This trend continued and I started jerking off to gay porn daily. Afterwards I was slightly ashamed but not as bad. This time I didn’t get discouraged and went all out and fingered my ass while jerking off watching gay porn. I found myself jerking off to gay porn again. One night I was one the computer and got deep into rape porn and other hard-core stuff. Life was normal, my gf Candice and I had just moved in together, things were going great. A week or so passed and had forgotten about my gay incident. I deleted the memory and cache off my comp and figured that I would never need to worry about it again. Immediately afterwards I was disgusted and ashamed that I had just jerked off to gay porn. I was intrigued and for the first time I came to the thought of 2 guys. The one guy was fucking the other guys mouth hard. One day I stumbled across a porno vid of 2 guys. 2- 3 times a day, always to porn, and the porn got harder and harder. I Started jerking off to porno like all the time. Successful enough that I don’t need to be at work much and have a fair amount of spare time. My name is John, I own a construction company that has about 10 employees and we are fairly successful. My master is making me share my story as part of my punishment for being a sissy faggot bitch. I am writing this to you this because I have to.
